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Man on the Moon: The End of Day
By Kid Cudi
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hey, i just got denied from U of I!

wow, getting denied feels sooo bad. but it's God's way of closing a door for me, out of my own will. which is good in a sense, because it's God's will.

"The sky might fall
The sky might fall
But I'm not worried at all
C'mon C'mon
The sky might fall
The sky might fall
But I'm not worried at all
Hey Hey"

you know, sometimes there are those people who are usually lazy and inconsiderate that do something nice out of the blue. then you're like "wtf!?" this is sooooooooo not like this person, because they're not very nice usually. There's something that makes you wanna punch em in the face because you're like "HEY! you're a hypocrite! stop acting like that!" we shouldn't be like that... even though we have all the reason to.. maybe it's just me, but it makes me happy that they're taking a step in the right direction, regardless of how little or big of a step...

but wouldn't it be funny to just punch em in the face? hahaha

oh no!

school has started. and soon to be another school year of ups and downs and whatever senior year has in store for me. not only that, it's the last year for dances! oh geez... what am i gonna do? you know.. i think it's hard for some guys like me to ask a girl JUST as friends. i'm not saying that it's not possible, just really really hard. especially if you don't know the girl that well, and even if you do know the girl it's really really hard. i would like to say that IT'S A TRAP! hahaha, just kidding... but really. you don't want to pass up an oppurtunity to have fun with your buddies and of course with your date. i talked with some people about this and they know what i mean when i say that a Homecoming (or Turnabout or Prom) dance is an emotional high. sort of like how you get a spiritual high when you go on a retreat. and man, your emotions are so high up during these periods of the year that if you just might get damaged emotionally when you land in the pit and hit the low. and man, is it gonna hurt...

so that's what has been going on in my mind because neuqua homecoming is so close. and that is why i'm considering on not going... because not only do i have to keep my emotions in check, i want to save money for mis padres. i don't know if i want to close the door completely on going to dances or not

so, went to the eye doctor going in saying that i will NEVER EVER need glasses in my life. yes, i really don't because i have near perfect vision. why? it's because i never read books. YEAH! but no, yesterday i came out with examination room with the eye doctor saying i need READING GLASSES!? what kind of crap is that. who wears reading glasses JUST for reading? i mean you have to put em on, take em off, put em on, take em off. what a lame process. or maybe they're trying to make money by making me buy a frame. i still think that i don't need glasses.